reminiscing about friends and things gone by and things left unsaid i said to her.. and realised i hadnt blogged in like forever.. this is a guilt blog.. hehe..
ok so i love facebook.. hehe. i bloody do.. the whole pic upload-taggin thing's bloody awesum!... everybody needs to get onto it.. like now. go go go.. no i DONT get a cut... i also realised i dont have pictures with so many people id want to.. im gonna change that asap..
well.. ok more serious stuff.. im gonna be quitting so if anybodys not heard that before.. here it is now.. and im serious.. i think i wanna move back home.. im not sure.. im jus being greedy.. seemu the plasma's ready.. varun where is that apartment my bro...?
the plan was to celebrate holi at home.. but that meant i had to put in my papers day before.. which i havent done.. listenin to higher reason which says i should have sumthing in hand before i do that.. so im watchin and waiting.. and wanting.. albert p dolittle stye...
oh well. maybe ill manage gauri's weddin or sumthing.. wow everyones gettin married.. but im not gonna dwell on that it'll depress me even more..
my necks hurting.. been succumbing to a lot more of these little nicks these days...
its about crossroads you see.. ive been working with the taj.. ever since ive been working... so its kinda weird and tough to take this call. so many friends.. so many crazy memories... things done and things said.. its jus that i dont wanna do sales anymore.. global accounts relationship management or whatever the tag.. i dont wanna... its jus a call.. maybe ill come back to it.. maybe i wont.. whos to say.. who is john galt..?
*snip.. excellent week in delhi over new yrs.. like id said.. a great friend made.. and now the same one lost.. i never meant to hurt anyone.. i had promised.. no stories.. and i held to my word.. but how do u deal with an annoyed ex boyfriend whos hell bent on maligning your already fragile reputation.. u cant fight it.. u try..u plead.. but u cant.. so u let up.. and let it go.. its a pity though for sure.. there was something there for sure.. something good and kind.. and a little wave of a hand and a little flick of her hair.. but.. its not to be.. i am sorry.. but im not apologising this time..
*snip..what a weekend in bangalore.. my second.. but u cant compare.. its jus not right.. its just another weekend.. and she is wonderful.. not was.. is... a gem.. but im not ready to marry.. not now. not yet.. not for a while.. and this is india.. and she does have parents.. and they are being dodgy.. dont blame her either.. she showed me love and a carelessly honest loyalty of the obvious.. makes you wanna melt.. but not in this lifetime.. she'll always be special.. just in a different way.. another fleeting glimpse of happiness drifts away... another dawn another day.. anahat's a cynic again... the idealism is stronger than ever though... i am sorry.. but im not apologising this time.. i had not the courage to be loyal.. but i can face the criticism of my vanity head on...
pullll... peach.. hmmmm..
mere bachhe.. dukh se mat ghabrah.. dukh woh amrit hai jisse paap dhulte hain...
main tere se door nahi.. tere andar bahar.. main hi main hoo..sirf main..
na deen hai na duniya.. na insaan na bhagvan. sirf main...**
who is john galt?
**cf: Vijay Anand's Guide
7 comments:
I can totally relate to what you are saying about working in the same company since the time I started working! Its a strange feeling, and now that I am on the other side, I can say its not easy but you'll get over it! The guilt and sadness vanishes in the face of the many related issues thatcome up after putting in your papers! However, I know I'm going to feel sad on my last day!!
you shouldn't have to apologise honey. you gave it your best. sometimes there's no point musing over missed chances...if you know what i mean ;)
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well the blog is called things left unsaid.. so im just keepin to the spirit...
Who is John Galt? Wow I haven't asked that in a looooong time - now that you reminded me, maybe I should muse on that...and maybe it's time I wrote about leaving my job too
"John Galt is the man who stopped the motor of the world and the leader of the Strikers. He is also the same character as the Mystery Worker. "
just coz u were wondering :)
Thankyou Zee! :) was wondering too.
Anahat = your meandering thoughts have a certain flow thats quite nice. and perhaps the mind behind those thoughts too...
"something good and kind.. and a little wave of a hand and a little flick of her hair..."
and she walked away into the mist or was it the smog. Sigh.
Dee = A H A !
This is great info to know.
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