naino ki mat suniyo re...
naino ki jaban par bharosa nahi aata...
na likhat padat na raseed na khata...
saari baat hawai...
naina banwra kardenge... naina thag lenege...*
So you meet up with someone... and theres this little connect.. and eventually you get past the pleasantries of casual flirting and familiarising.. my favourtie part is the four degrees of connections.. you find out how you know them.. now if ur from delhi.. thats not difficult cause everybody knows everybody.. literally... but even so.. it always surprises me about the 'wow whata small world' line and how true it can be.. anyway.. so ur past the nice shoes and oh so u went to skool here.. do u know.. or really u work here.. do u... and now its time for some soulful flirting.. the connection... so eventually u get to one of the whaddya like best/notice first about her sortov provocation.. all a disguised and desperate attempt at picking up some meaningless praise.. so if ur smart ud answer with something that works.. oh its sense of humour.. and btw.. your really witty or some mickeymouseobviousattempt at gratuity of the sort.. or the.. eyes.. i notice her eyes... yeah fucking hell right.. we know exactly what you're looking at u pedomasochisticmoron... *SIGH* anyway...
why am i venting... ? oh i went out last night and i got hit on.. though its nice and enjoyable.. i jus find the whole thing so annoyingly pretentious its annoying.. also i was being ignored by someone else.. anyway...
the point i suppose.. and there must be one... is jus that there is so much masquerading on in the world.. people.. and their masques.. trying so hard to fit in or be someone they're not and so much peer/fashion/tv influence that most of humanity is like a unambiguous horde.. youve flirted with one cute chick with a decent hourglass straight hair slightly streaked in mango or ferrgamo and youve flirted with them all.. i was so hoping.. jus for the minute... jus for a real smile.. a decent exchange of something real last night.. but it jus didnt happen... pity.. she was sweet.. maybe even a luvly girl.. jus didnt have it in her to be her.. how sad is that... im being judgemental..? really.. harsh... well maybe.. but i still think its pretty true in general...
aim for perfection and settle for yourself...
be gold...**
*cf: Naina, Ost - Omkara
**cf: Benson and Hedges Lights print campaign, Ogilvy & Mather
3 comments:
I know you're being critial and all.. But its the moments that count.. It doesn't have to end up to some soulmate relationship to be meaningful... The moments that tug your heart/mind... they all count!
@toothfairy
i couldnt agree more p... but thats what it was lackin.. even one real moment.. i would have setttled for a laugh.. something..
This entry reminds me of this sex and the city quote… “Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.”
… until you find “ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love” keep blogging.
Btw... have your ears been burning?
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