Monday, November 27, 2006

some things just are...

some things.. they just are.. friendships.. love.. teasing crushes.. some things they just are.. and you cant fight them.. or hide from them.. some things just are.. perfect..

now you can cloud them with self defence mechanisms of prudishness or dabble in them with a longing felt inside.. but it doesnt change the fact... that some things are perfect.. and neither time.. nor social tags or distance.. can really dent them...

so i had breakfast with an old friend.. and it felt like bliss.. it felt perfect.. unpretentious.. real and simple.. perfect.. some things just are...

apparently all that you have is your soul... enh j?... well my soul is happy today and just for that one hour in the morning.. the void felt complete..

we sat and watched pigeons sip in a swimming pool.. we recounted the last quarter of a decade that we'd been apart.. we spoke of things to come and places to see.. we whispered about dream held close to the hearts and wishes that had wings of desire..

and some things just are.. some things never change... and what do you do when you find someone like that.. well you hold on real tight..

some things are never meant to be.. and in many ways they jus wont.. timing.. social stigma.. or jus plain luck.. some things just arent to be.. they cant be recognised officially... then can only be felt in moments of purity.. of perfection.. without vanity.. without altruistic impressions of grandeur.. just with a tilt of the head and the smile of a soul that knows its all you have..

you make your choices and take your chances.. and sometimes just sometimes they're worth it.. i have been explained about how i need to be able to be vulnerable if i am to truly be able to see beyond what is.. to what can be.. or what must be.. and i am ready i am ready i am ready.. i am fine.. i am covered with skin.. and no ones gets to come in.. pull me out form inside..*

when you long for that damn phone to beep so that you know u have another message and its probably her.. when its more important that the good morning message reaches before she can shake the dreams from her hair.. when all you wait for is to hear her laugh once and feel that tingle.. then you know that some things just are.. even when you have no idea of weather then can really be.. they just are..

perfect..

they are all perfect.. like onion pink cherry blossoms in full bloom in the snow.. perfect.. like the smell of fresh pine on a cold december wet morning when its poured all night.. perfect..

*cf: Colourblind, Counting Crows

16 comments:

Still Searching said...

Either way, its transitory..

Blossoms.. perfect... and then they die..

aRbit said...

Amen to that Ruch. A long time ago when someone said "Enjoy it while it lasts" I thought they were just being crabby. Today I know better.

Anahat said...

borrrin psuedo realist pessimists!!

SIM said...

i am colourblind...coffee black, egg white! damn, i love that song :)
ur post gave me a nice, warm, fuzzy feeling. kudos to that

Still Searching said...

Oh comeon! Stop sounding like such a sugary chocolaty my cup brimmeth over kind of guy! Get real! Hehe..

Maya said...

Ruchika's first comment...

gives new definition to the phrase "blunt force trauma"

U killed his post at the first shot..

Anahat - I appreciate that you are trying .... but too much too soon will end up in either overdose for all those around you or then will look fake.. like too much bronzer!

Anahat said...

all those single and/or frustrated hands in the air please!!

hmmm.. thought as much!

Still Searching said...

I'd go with Maya's second thought.. fake! Ya maybe I was a little harsh, but what the heck.. its a universal truth that "change is the only permanent thing"!

Single and frustrated?! Hehe.. U've got to read your own previous posts a second time Anahat, to realise who is what! Hehe..

Anyways chill.. nothing personal..

Anahat said...

hohoho.. touchy touchy... no offence taken r.. dont fret..
and ya im whining and single.. but im not pretending otherwise...

aRbit said...

Well...I'm neither single nor frustrated - just grown-up :)

- Aye Davanita said...

ok now that we've played pin-the-donkey... lets play musical chairs!

(children)

Maya said...

Anahat -

Anahat said...

ya mj?

Maya said...

Anahat - blank...
I have nothing to say to you.. you are in some sort of denial.

- Aye Davanita said...

isn't everyone?

shantanu said...

Somethings are worth the pursuit. No matter what the cost. Its always better to know for certain than to leave it to conjecture .