is mod se agle mod talakh... humko bhi saathi chalne de...
haar aur jeet to hoti hai.. khel to yaaron khelne do...*
i've always held that life is a journey.. to be sucked dry.. that the sheer gamut and vastness of experiences holds more in it.. than most of our imaginations can even begin to comprehend... that just living is enough... through pain through heartbrake.. jobs... people... cities... relationships... they come they go.. come around goes around.. and u move on.. head held high.. and a sense of purpose..
tell me how he died...
i will tell you how he lived...**
but i will say this... it feels good to put my head on her shoulder and know that i am loved...
cynicism has been good to me.. its made me realise the value of taking this step that i have.. i cherish this moment.. of happiness.. so much more. because even though i've spent the last two and half years running away from it at every possible occasion.. i've yearned for it with all my soul...
to belong.. to be here.. to wake up knowing.. she's mine...
i never imagined that i would be able to willingly let myself be vulnerable again.. now that i know that i am... it doesn't scare me so much anymore.. it makes me smile instead...
its a world of possibilities.. lets go exploring...***
it really is...
hi... so we should catch up then... when im in delhi next... heres my number...
mocha... conversation... sumthing...
endless conversations about music.. and each other.. endless messages about absolutely nothing.. rain.. lyrics.. events.. nothing.. everything....
a delhi trip... a disaster.. followed up by another not so much a disaster as a release...
you could have atleast picked up the phone.. i musta called a million times.. too much emotion.. to confusing.. walk away.. best to just walk away.. can you...?
silence....
more sheesha... more alcohol... hukkah.. lbw... confusion.. a statement to break a heart.. and another one to give it hope.. all at the same time... walk away... jus walk away... did i?
lbw again.. revelation.. coming full circle...
would you go out with me? heart racing.. hands shivering.. and her smile that frightens and calms me down all at the same time.. a little nod.. sumthing happy about it.. something of an eventuality we both knew we'd come to always...
facebuk reaffirmations and sercpico... jus the right words and a frineds smile...
you should never try and second guess the possibility of eventuality...
ek subah ek mod par main ne kaha use rok kar
haath badha ae zindagi... aankh milaakar baat kar
roz tere jine ke liye
ek subah mujhe mil jaati hai
murajhaati koyi shaam agar to
raat koyi khil jaati hai
main roz subah tak aata huun
aur roz shuru karata huun safar
haath badha ae zindagi... aankh milaakar baat kar****
*cf: Hip Hip Hurray, Hip Hip Hurray, 1984
**cf: The Last Samurai, 2003
***cf: Calvin's Last Words to Hobbes, 2006
****cf: Ek Subah, Hip Hip Hurray, 1984
3 comments:
Drum rolls please...Anahat finally sees the light. congratulations, love, luck and lots of more smiles :)
you should never try and second guess the possibility of eventuality ....
cause some things just are!!
how beautiful... it's making me rush through a host of colourful memories, and at the same time, it's hitting me, how all in all, it's simply full circle ....
he's in smiles again... so happy to see you all warmed up !!
awww.. so cute! :)
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